It's my destiny....

Forlorn, lonely, melancholy, desperate......... It's my destiny to be all of these and yet be happy upfront. A fake smile pasted on my lips, a mask to shield my emotions from prying eyes.... it's my destiny to put a thick cake of make up to hide the crease marks of my pain.

Yes, it's my destiny to sacrifice.... I was born to be so , I was raised to do so, I was pushed to live so........ a destiny of helpfulness and yet so helpless for own.

It's my destiny to give always , expecting no returns. No qualms about this, I have a knack for being there always... watching over my loved ones past and present, always forgiving yet not forgetting.... hence, my destiny to be a loner again and again.

It's my destiny... I opened the innings, I shall close it too.... back to the pavilion thou shalt be escorted by me. It's my destiny to make two people meet, to give away my love for a greater cause.. to handover the reins of my pleasure to someone who truly deserves to be by your side.

It's my goddamn destiny as always to give away what I cherish the most.... to wipe the tears from eyes not mine, to flood the world of others with happiness and walk away empty handed.

It's my destiny... and I created it.... No regrets at all.