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the sense of self, providing sameness and continuity in personality over time and sometimes disturbed in mental illnesses
Well, if a name identifies me , then I am who I am just because a word says so.
But, am I just a name. Is my identity defined by my name or my personality and my work?
I won't take any other example but my own.
My maiden name is very different from the name I currently exhibit. I was popular even with that name, successful and happy. With my new name, I am infamous, popular of course, successful for others but the name itself sets my life in shambles.
Why so? You may ask and the answer is ....
Your name defines your fate.
Example; It was Lord Krishna's Birth Anniversary a couple of days ago and I was tagged with him... People tag me as Radhe Shyam, Radhe Govind etcetra etcetra. Why tag me as Lord Krishna's love interest? Why should that name define me or my fate? But, it does to some extent.
My identity is my work, my children and their actions.
I had an identity as my father's daughter ... Am proud of my legacy
I had an identity as my in laws daughter in law ... Am proud I was a good Daughter in Law
I had an identity as the wife of an upcoming Naval officer ... I was proud of that identity and still am, despite a divorce from the said person
I have an identity as a mother to two very bright individuals ... am proud of it
But, somewhere in enacting all these roles I never realised I was Someone, That I had an identity of my own. MY OWN INDIVIDUALITY.
So, I won't say that changing names changes who I am ... My own individuality should remain as it is untouched by any aspersions as such.
So, It's not Pushpalata Chauhan or Radhika Nanda that my Identity is, My identity is the family I represent, the children I gave birth to, The people I touched in my life ... The work that defines my personality.
My identity is the legacy I leave behind in the form of well informed youth of tomorrow via my School and the work I do. My identity are the countless coworkers, colleagues and my staff that have benefited with my presence in their lives.
I am proud to be known as my Father's Daughter
I am proud to be known as Angad and Anusuya's Mom
I am proud of my legacy ... not only as a daughter but as a daughter in law and now as an Individual in my own right.
My identity changed with every role I played ...
Despite a divorce, I maintain my marital name... for that is the identity my children identify with... Do I have the right to change it for them? Will it be right for me to do so?
I am proud of being known as Radhika Nanda ... The Phoenix that rose from her ashes ... No identity crisis here ... but an individual born of conflict and pain Once Again.
By changing my name, I didn't change my destiny nor myself ... I grew stronger and developed my own individuality.
So, it is not identity that matters but your uniqueness.
How Unique and different are you from the rest of the World?
Name can be changed but NOT YOU. You stand out alone in a crowd different from the rest because of your uniqueness and your personality.
So, when you change your name and tag someone's surname to your name, you embrace that person as your own, you melt in with their personality and emerge a victor with a new name and a stronger person Because, you have added more vitamins and energy boosters to your already defined personality.
