I am sorry.
I got angry coz of a major misunderstanding. I was hurting and I withdrew into a shell. I know, It hurt you and our loved ones a lot. But, that's my way of dealing with stress and pain. I turn turtle. I hide myself and withdraw into a shell.
You are the best thing that can ever happen to a girl. You are so understanding and loving, ever forgiving. The kind of love you shower upon me, am not used to it. So much attention and care, I have not known... it scares me. What if, I get used to it and then you change. That is why I barricade myself up. Am afraid of losing you.
You are my life now... just like I am yours. But, there are times which test us.... bear with me, when I turn a recluse.... I am but human and a tad bit different from others, a bit crazy and a whole lot sensitive. Small things bother me, big things don't. Am a social recluse, a bit of a loner... it takes me time to open up and if I am in pain, then maybe a lifetime is also not enough to heal the wound.
Stand by me when I shut up and keep you out. Just be there. I will turn around someday, sometime. Just be there.
I am sorry.... for not comprehending your stance. I am sorry for hurting you so.
I am sorry...... I love you a lot and I didn't mean to be mean at all. I derived no pleasure out of the silence that I opted for. I was trying to get my sanity in place.
When things go rough, give me time to reconcile. Don't lose your cool over my senseless actions... I am but a kid at heart (wink).... a label you have given me.
I am sorry.... I don't promise that the going will be smooth, but it's an uphill task bearing with my temper tantrums, hope you can keep pace with my tempo. It's one helluva bumpy ride for us.... just be there by my side.... bear the bumps and the aches and pains.
I love you for being there for me... Just be yourself... Don't change ever.
I got angry coz of a major misunderstanding. I was hurting and I withdrew into a shell. I know, It hurt you and our loved ones a lot. But, that's my way of dealing with stress and pain. I turn turtle. I hide myself and withdraw into a shell.
You are the best thing that can ever happen to a girl. You are so understanding and loving, ever forgiving. The kind of love you shower upon me, am not used to it. So much attention and care, I have not known... it scares me. What if, I get used to it and then you change. That is why I barricade myself up. Am afraid of losing you.
You are my life now... just like I am yours. But, there are times which test us.... bear with me, when I turn a recluse.... I am but human and a tad bit different from others, a bit crazy and a whole lot sensitive. Small things bother me, big things don't. Am a social recluse, a bit of a loner... it takes me time to open up and if I am in pain, then maybe a lifetime is also not enough to heal the wound.
Stand by me when I shut up and keep you out. Just be there. I will turn around someday, sometime. Just be there.
I am sorry.... for not comprehending your stance. I am sorry for hurting you so.
I am sorry...... I love you a lot and I didn't mean to be mean at all. I derived no pleasure out of the silence that I opted for. I was trying to get my sanity in place.
When things go rough, give me time to reconcile. Don't lose your cool over my senseless actions... I am but a kid at heart (wink).... a label you have given me.
I am sorry.... I don't promise that the going will be smooth, but it's an uphill task bearing with my temper tantrums, hope you can keep pace with my tempo. It's one helluva bumpy ride for us.... just be there by my side.... bear the bumps and the aches and pains.
I love you for being there for me... Just be yourself... Don't change ever.
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