I will leave you and go....... your apprehension or so called fear is not unfounded..... but then isn't that what we all fear.... that someone will leave us and go away.
Yes, I will leave you and go.... we all have to go....far far away, to a land not known ... a place unseen ....
a place which is said to be the final resting place for all mankind.
I have those fears too. But, for me it is based on your actions.. Actions so childish that it makes me wonder whether I made the right choice. But, when did I get to choose? It just happened. right? Out of the blue suddenly you appear out of nowhere in my life and sweep me off my feet into the misty clouds. What am I to feel about the whole "affair"? And then suddenly reality dawns upon me. Is it right? This relationship is going nowhere. And, then you blurt out, I will leave you and go....
I too have those apprehensions. You might leave me for a pretty young thing, You might leave me for better looking prospects. You might just use me and go away. I would be left behind twiddling my thumb and bawling my hearts content out on some shoulder. Yikes, our fears feed on our negative thoughts and become a monster that breaks the relationship.
If it is so, then it is best to part ways while all is still under control and nothing serious has really transpired between us. I don't want to lose my self esteem trying to please you.... So that one fine day you decide that you think that I might leave you and go. If that's what stops you from expressing your emotions then I need to do a reality check and control the damage done so far. Why meet me and have those precious moments that nag me all the time reminding me of the time I spent with you?
When I do something, I do it with conviction. I don't hide behind tinted car windows. I put my career on the guillotine with my foot in mouth proclamation , I fear no one or anything because I have loved and lost before. And, for me relations means more than money and career and false social values.
It's you who has to look within himself and find his true calling. Don't put the blame on someone else, look within . Are you convinced of your own commitment? You don't know what you want and hence, you don't say anything. But, please in the process of the so called affair don't lead the other person on. Don't ruin someone else's life in trying to find your own self.
I won't call you. I won't bother you. Find yourself and get on with your life.
Elvis has left the building........................
Yes, I will leave you and go.... we all have to go....far far away, to a land not known ... a place unseen ....
a place which is said to be the final resting place for all mankind.
I have those fears too. But, for me it is based on your actions.. Actions so childish that it makes me wonder whether I made the right choice. But, when did I get to choose? It just happened. right? Out of the blue suddenly you appear out of nowhere in my life and sweep me off my feet into the misty clouds. What am I to feel about the whole "affair"? And then suddenly reality dawns upon me. Is it right? This relationship is going nowhere. And, then you blurt out, I will leave you and go....
I too have those apprehensions. You might leave me for a pretty young thing, You might leave me for better looking prospects. You might just use me and go away. I would be left behind twiddling my thumb and bawling my hearts content out on some shoulder. Yikes, our fears feed on our negative thoughts and become a monster that breaks the relationship.
If it is so, then it is best to part ways while all is still under control and nothing serious has really transpired between us. I don't want to lose my self esteem trying to please you.... So that one fine day you decide that you think that I might leave you and go. If that's what stops you from expressing your emotions then I need to do a reality check and control the damage done so far. Why meet me and have those precious moments that nag me all the time reminding me of the time I spent with you?
When I do something, I do it with conviction. I don't hide behind tinted car windows. I put my career on the guillotine with my foot in mouth proclamation , I fear no one or anything because I have loved and lost before. And, for me relations means more than money and career and false social values.
It's you who has to look within himself and find his true calling. Don't put the blame on someone else, look within . Are you convinced of your own commitment? You don't know what you want and hence, you don't say anything. But, please in the process of the so called affair don't lead the other person on. Don't ruin someone else's life in trying to find your own self.
I won't call you. I won't bother you. Find yourself and get on with your life.
Elvis has left the building........................
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