Lots to confess....

Yes, there's lots to confess and so many apologies to tender.... LOL.

What the heck.... why should I apologize? and, pray why not?

A constant dilemma playing in the annals of my dense brain/mind.

Gosh, my confessions are gonna put me in the dock. But , have to confess before I die, at least.

Dunno when that's gonna be , but must confess, I want to die beautifully.

Now, the question arises, what is dying beautifully all about? Funny indeed, makes you give a sarcastic laugh. Yeah, I know.... I couldn't write "Dying young", coz am not young anymore. But, I don't wanna die old.

There's so much I want to do, yet I know there's very little time left. So, the best way to do everything is use the fastest medium available to travel through time and space ..... MY MIND.

In my mind, I have visited places , have paired with the best (wink){there's something wicked about this confession} and cooked the most exotic dishes and ... so on.

Sometimes, your dreams become your reality and I have seen some of my dreams turn into reality. albeit it takes time though.

Lemme confess, the reason I blog is to take it all out and it's eternity. Yes, when I am no more, I want my children to know what I was all about and why I did what I did always, why I said what I said and why one day I just shut up and walked away.

I owe it to my kids. They come foremost in all the decisions I take, coz they are my responsibility and are the most beautiful gifts anyone could ever get.

Today, I have the time, tomorrow I might not have the time to write, so am writing as much possible, penning(blogging) my thoughts and sentiments away as they come in the mind and my fingers tap the keyboard letters to give them shape and sense.

My dad used to say, follow your heart , the rest will follow soon. Yes, that's true, and I stuck to the adage and followed my heart always and must confess , he was right.

Today, I have reached a point from where there's no looking back, the journey only gets steeper and tougher and it's a one way ticket to heaven. Success has come at a cost of personal loss, but it has come and at the pinnacle am standing alone, lonely , yes but knowing fully well that it was destined to happen. No fault of mine, just destiny.

More on destiny later...ciao