Told you ....

Told you ....
Don't cross my path ....
But, you couldn't resist ....
Couldn't resist passing remarks ...
So be it ....
You shall remain at the receiving end ...
And, wouldn't know what's wrong ...
What's happening ...
Why did all this happen ...
And, more.

Told you ...
Stay away ...
You couldn't ....
Now face the music ...
Don't blame me if things go wrong ...
Don't you dare ...
It's all your doing ...
And, ....
Death becomes you ...
You shall neither live nor die ...
You shall neither sleep nor keep awake ....
You brought my wrath upon yourself ...
So you shall suffer ....
Suffer in greater pain than known to any in mankind's history ....
that's your destiny now ...
SUFFERING.

Told you to stay away ....
You didn't ...
You kept coming back for more and more ....
Now, suffer your ill fate ...
Like a vermin trapped in a  gutter.

Told ya.

He still meets her .... On a full moon night

In the name of work ...
He used to come to meet her ...
He still does ...
She believes him ...
So sad....
She knows not of his whereabouts ....
What he does and under what guise ...
She still blindly believes him ...
Not knowing the full moon turns him on ...
The moon ....
Yes, the moon ...
That's when he remains absent from her life ....
Give her the nightmares ....
Notice, how insecure she is .....
That is how she will live all her life .....
Insecure .... in the knowledge ...
That his heart lies elsewhere ...
All her tactics to hold him down ...
Will never work ...
She is his bane ...
Not his boon ...
She is the blotch in his family name...
They say it all the time ...
They will never accept her as their own ...

Not even the illegitimate one she brought along.

She knows not ...
On a full moon night ..
He looks at the moon and sighs ....
For he searches for his beloved in the moon.

He still meets her ...
Without her knowledge ...
In the name of work and meetings ...
She believes him and all the lies ...
The insecure one  that she is ....
She will always be so ... all her life ...
Just his concubine .... nothing else.

Every new moon ..
Every full moon ...
Watch him ....
You will know.

Very Funny .....

Since you find it very funny .....
How did you find your stay ....
In bug infested confines behind the bars?
Wasn't that funny?
It must have been real fun ....
Hobnobbing with your types for once.....
Very funny and hilarious indeed.

The cuffs fitted you fine ...
As though made to order ...
Just for you .....
there's more to come ...
Now, the noose too ...
Soon ...
Wait and watch ....
That's all you can do ....
Always watching every move I make ....
So scared or so full of love ?

Hah .... The jokes on you buddy ....
You and your types ....
Down the drainage system shall you go ....
Through the gutters ....
Where you stay ....
Into the sewage system ...
All covered in muck ....
Then laugh and say ....
Very funny ...
What with an illegitimate kid tagging along with you everyplace ...
Shame writ large on your faces and that of your elders ....
With what face do you say very funny ...
The jokes on you Rascal ....
The jokes is all about you ....
You are the joker ....
Ripped apart by your crimes.

Very funny indeed ...
What do you think ....
You would get the real picture ....
Never ...
The reality lies buried deep ....
You will never get to see the real one ....
That's your punishment ....And, my redemption.

Very funny ...
Remain content with the illegitimate one ....
For you will see her suffer always ...
Wherever she goes ...
In her growing up years ....
You hid her till now ...
No more ...
She will always be followed by her shame ...
YOU.

Shame on you ...
For bringing up her in shame ....
Her name synonymous with your acts ...
What does the society call such kids ....
A BASTARD .... Right?

Surprise ..surprise ...

Wondering why all is so quiet?
Contemplating my next action?
Exasperated as to what I am upto?
Keep guessing ....
They say ....
There's a lull before a storm ....
This is that lull ....
The quietness in the night and day ....
The silence from my side ....
A big storm is on the way ....
When it lashes rains ....
Everything will flow away in the flash floods ...
Nothing will remain ...
Nothing at all ....
Your entire world will come to a standstill ...
Not a single soul connected with you will be spared ...
All will be washed out ....
Just plain ... barren land shall remain ....
Where life will never be seen again.
That's the wrath of a woman ....
A tormented soul ...
The vengeance that will ruin everything around you ...
 A devastation that all will recall ...
A dreaded story to be told ...
So that no one makes the same mistake you made ....
To make gains in your vermin infested life.
You are the vermin all would swat ...
You are the one all will avoid ...
You are the one responsible for every misery .....
Every person in your contact goes through.

Surprise, surprise ......
Don't be ....
It is on the way ....
All the way to bury you ....
Alive .... in your own blood soaked cloak.

Every little bit counts ....

This and that ....
Every bit counts ....
Every action counts .....
Yours, mine .. theirs ....
What we do ....
And, what we don't do ...
Every bit counts....
What we say ....
What we don't ...
What we convey through our actions ....
Every word said and unsaid counts ....
I understand the silence ....
I don't to be by your side ...
To know what it is that you want me to know ...
I know it all ...
Every look you give counts...
And, says it all....
I understand your dilemma ....
I understand what hell you are living in ...
So, I let go ....
So, your living hell becomes a lesser hell to live in.
Living with the devil ain't easy.
Every little bit counts....
It counts to know your pain ....
Am with you in this .....
Your pain is mine too ..
I can feel every emotion ....
Yet, I can't be there to help you out ...
You need to get out of the situation on your own ....
How you do it ...
You need to strategise...
Analyse the problem at hand ...
In your home....
Get it out ...
Flush out the toxin ....
For that you need to do a lot ....
You are neck deep in trouble ....
Get out of the deep waters ....
Learn to swim ...
Swim with the current ....
Just let loose your fears ...
Your apprehensions ...
And just let it flow....
Let it be knoweth to your soul ...
Am waiting at the end of the journey ....
AGNI by my side.
Every bit counts ...
Am your strength  ..
Not your weakness ..
I am not a mistake ....
Nor is AGNI...
Every moment counts.

Crabs ...

Crawling sideways ....
I saw them coming ...
A whole army of them ....
They came and stood still around me ...
As if waiting for a command ....
I guess am the Crab Queen ....
I looked at them ....
And, commanded them to follow me ....
Took them towards the Sea and said ....
Go live your life.
 I am no longer our Queen ...
I gave up being one ...
A long time ago ...
I am my own master and commander ...
I need no slaves ...
I need no partners ...
All I need is for you to know ...
I forgive but I don't forget ..
So, don't cross my path again.
I no longer am your Queen ...
I long ago abdicated that post...
I am my own Queen and Princess ...
No one else matters.
I rule my Kingdom ...
With an Iron fist ....
I whip my subjects ...
So they must learn ...
Learn fast ...
For I have no time for anyone anymore.

Crabs ... Insects ...
Crawling all over ...
Pay homage to me ....
And, crawl away but watch me from a distance ...
Lest I need their assistance.

Ashoka ....

He saw the blood bath ...
He saw the victory in vain ....
He saw the bones ....
He saw the flesh and blood ...
He saw the gory death .....
He got up  and ... walked away ....
Walked away from all this ....
Walked away from the falsehood of life ...
Walked away from the lies that egged him on ....
Walked away from what he had started ....
He ended it with nothing on his being ....
He got nothing ...
He took nothing ...
But, the experience ...
In all that mayhem ....
he found his calling ...
In my calamity ....
I found my calling ...
A new path to carve ...
A new religion to create ...
A new ray of hope for the hopeless ...
A new wave in the ocean.

I am Ashoka ...
I am Arjuna ...
I am Kr'sna....
I am the culmination of all ...
I am Samsara ...
I am the being ....
I am ME.

In my calamity ....

In my calamity ....
I found my salvation .....
I found myself yet again ....
I found the strength ...
I thought had waned ...
I learnt I had to do what I had to do ...
Rest leave it for the almighty ....
I found a new me ....
I found a greater soul ....
Residing within me ....
I found so many truths ...
So many lies unearthed ...
So many myths broken ...
So many new people ...
Many new friends ...
Many new foes ....
Yet, am glad I found myself again.
In my calamity ...
I found the blessing ....
The blessing in disguise ....
I found my AGNI.
The fire in my belly ....
My identity.