Yet again.... I drink the nectar alone...

I drink to forget...
I drink to sleep my blues away...
Yet again,...
I drink the nectar again..
The bitter sweet nectar....
The drink of Gods....
The forbidden drink...
Yet again, I take to it....
To while my time away.

The nectar makes me forget...
The wily ways of the world....
The torment...
The trauma...
The jilt....
The guilt.,...All the sins....
Of others and me ....
Everything wrong I did...
All the wrong done to me.

Yet again,.. I drink the nectar...
The bitter sweet nectar....
To while my melancholy times away.