Surprise ..surprise ...

Wondering why all is so quiet?
Contemplating my next action?
Exasperated as to what I am upto?
Keep guessing ....
They say ....
There's a lull before a storm ....
This is that lull ....
The quietness in the night and day ....
The silence from my side ....
A big storm is on the way ....
When it lashes rains ....
Everything will flow away in the flash floods ...
Nothing will remain ...
Nothing at all ....
Your entire world will come to a standstill ...
Not a single soul connected with you will be spared ...
All will be washed out ....
Just plain ... barren land shall remain ....
Where life will never be seen again.
That's the wrath of a woman ....
A tormented soul ...
The vengeance that will ruin everything around you ...
 A devastation that all will recall ...
A dreaded story to be told ...
So that no one makes the same mistake you made ....
To make gains in your vermin infested life.
You are the vermin all would swat ...
You are the one all will avoid ...
You are the one responsible for every misery .....
Every person in your contact goes through.

Surprise, surprise ......
Don't be ....
It is on the way ....
All the way to bury you ....
Alive .... in your own blood soaked cloak.

Every little bit counts ....

This and that ....
Every bit counts ....
Every action counts .....
Yours, mine .. theirs ....
What we do ....
And, what we don't do ...
Every bit counts....
What we say ....
What we don't ...
What we convey through our actions ....
Every word said and unsaid counts ....
I understand the silence ....
I don't to be by your side ...
To know what it is that you want me to know ...
I know it all ...
Every look you give counts...
And, says it all....
I understand your dilemma ....
I understand what hell you are living in ...
So, I let go ....
So, your living hell becomes a lesser hell to live in.
Living with the devil ain't easy.
Every little bit counts....
It counts to know your pain ....
Am with you in this .....
Your pain is mine too ..
I can feel every emotion ....
Yet, I can't be there to help you out ...
You need to get out of the situation on your own ....
How you do it ...
You need to strategise...
Analyse the problem at hand ...
In your home....
Get it out ...
Flush out the toxin ....
For that you need to do a lot ....
You are neck deep in trouble ....
Get out of the deep waters ....
Learn to swim ...
Swim with the current ....
Just let loose your fears ...
Your apprehensions ...
And just let it flow....
Let it be knoweth to your soul ...
Am waiting at the end of the journey ....
AGNI by my side.
Every bit counts ...
Am your strength  ..
Not your weakness ..
I am not a mistake ....
Nor is AGNI...
Every moment counts.

Crabs ...

Crawling sideways ....
I saw them coming ...
A whole army of them ....
They came and stood still around me ...
As if waiting for a command ....
I guess am the Crab Queen ....
I looked at them ....
And, commanded them to follow me ....
Took them towards the Sea and said ....
Go live your life.
 I am no longer our Queen ...
I gave up being one ...
A long time ago ...
I am my own master and commander ...
I need no slaves ...
I need no partners ...
All I need is for you to know ...
I forgive but I don't forget ..
So, don't cross my path again.
I no longer am your Queen ...
I long ago abdicated that post...
I am my own Queen and Princess ...
No one else matters.
I rule my Kingdom ...
With an Iron fist ....
I whip my subjects ...
So they must learn ...
Learn fast ...
For I have no time for anyone anymore.

Crabs ... Insects ...
Crawling all over ...
Pay homage to me ....
And, crawl away but watch me from a distance ...
Lest I need their assistance.

Ashoka ....

He saw the blood bath ...
He saw the victory in vain ....
He saw the bones ....
He saw the flesh and blood ...
He saw the gory death .....
He got up  and ... walked away ....
Walked away from all this ....
Walked away from the falsehood of life ...
Walked away from the lies that egged him on ....
Walked away from what he had started ....
He ended it with nothing on his being ....
He got nothing ...
He took nothing ...
But, the experience ...
In all that mayhem ....
he found his calling ...
In my calamity ....
I found my calling ...
A new path to carve ...
A new religion to create ...
A new ray of hope for the hopeless ...
A new wave in the ocean.

I am Ashoka ...
I am Arjuna ...
I am Kr'sna....
I am the culmination of all ...
I am Samsara ...
I am the being ....
I am ME.

In my calamity ....

In my calamity ....
I found my salvation .....
I found myself yet again ....
I found the strength ...
I thought had waned ...
I learnt I had to do what I had to do ...
Rest leave it for the almighty ....
I found a new me ....
I found a greater soul ....
Residing within me ....
I found so many truths ...
So many lies unearthed ...
So many myths broken ...
So many new people ...
Many new friends ...
Many new foes ....
Yet, am glad I found myself again.
In my calamity ...
I found the blessing ....
The blessing in disguise ....
I found my AGNI.
The fire in my belly ....
My identity.

What is it that matters the most?

Mind over matter ....
that matters the most ...
Rather than letting anything bother us ....
Let us dwell upon the fact ...
The thought .....
What is it that matters the most to us?
What is it that makes us tick?
What is it that gives us a reason to live?
What is it that makes us forgive the unforgettables?
Humanness ....
Being humane ...
Being Kind ....
Being able to pick our bags and walk away ....
Let the rest be what it is .....
Not bother about the consequences .....
What matters is ....
At the end of the day ....
Are you able to look in the mirror ..
Look in your own eyes and say to yourself ....
I didn't lie to anyone ...
I didn't cheat anyone ....
I didn't ruin another life today.
Can you look within and say ... I have been honest?

What is it that matters the most to you?
What matters to you ....
Matters to all too ...
Don't take things for granted ...
We all have our own headaches ...
We have our own dreams to follow ...
Don't create roadblocks in them ...
No speed barriers ...
What matters is ....
Be good and do good unto others ....
If others do the same to you ...
Don't feel hurt then ...
Coz' you brought your miseries onto yourself.

Accountability .....

Who is accountable for all that happens?
Who takes the responsibility?
Who is in charge of all that needs to be done?
Who? WHO?

No one wants to be accountable ....
For the actions that they have taken ...
No one wants to be held responsible for what they have done ....
All just wanna put the blame on others ...
No one is held accountable ...
For the crimes they did....
For the lies they told ...
For the lies they lived ...
For the lies they are living .....
For the lies they are saying ...
So, at the end of the day ...
Accountability lies with whom?
Why blame others, when I didn't check their backgrounds/
Why blame them, when I blindly trusted them?
Why blame them, when all I did was believe every word they said?
The accountability lies with me ....
I am accountable for my belief in people ....
I am accountable for trusting them blindly ...
I am accountable for believing every word ....
No one else but me and my blind faith ...
In Goodness of people ...
A fallacy ..
A myth ..
A broken dream ...
A broken trust.

I am accountable for my grief.

Bouncy Baby ...

Yup.... That's what he is...
Especially when the music plays ...
Just turns around .....
Over and over again ...
That's what AGNI does ...
The whole day long ...
Wondering .... when he comes into this World ...
What would he do?
What mischief would he be upto?
A smile spreads across my lips ...
And I know ... am gonna be ...
The most joyous Mom  in the World.

A bouncy, babbling AGNI ....
Just what is needed to uplift the spirits.