Saturday, April 9, 2011

Another day filled with sunshine and your smile...

Yet another day, starting with you....
Yet another sunshine bright and beautiful,
Coz I am with you.

We are miles apart ,
Yet so near,
two hearts beating together,
Yearning for each other,
It's a beautiful feeling,
One needs to feel it ,
to know what true love is all about.

I love the way you look at me,
I love the way you make me feel,
Special and loved...
That's what was missing all these years,
And now I have an abundance of your love........
TOUCHWOOD!!!

Keep loving me,
I crave for your love and smile,
Nothing matters more than your happiness.
You have given me a lifetime of joy,
Just by being there, Just by seeking me out....
Nothing else matters now.... Just you and me.

Let's flow with this feeling,
Let's seek ultimate bliss,
Just by being there for each other...
Nothing else matters anymore.

Destiny separated us,
Destiny brought us together,
Let's not waste this reunion,
Let's just be who we are,
Lovers all the way...
In every which way....
Nothing else matters.

Yet another day, filled with the brightness of your smile,
Yet another day in your company,
Yet another day filled with dreams,
Yet another day..... wishing I was in your arms,
Yet another day, waking up and feeling blessed...
Nothing else matters anymore....
Just you and me... on a different plane..
Away from the rest of the world...
Just you and me in eternal bond...
A bond called love....
Love that legends are made of...
let the world remember us for that...
We shall become immortal in this fire...
That tests us forever.
Nothing else matters but your smile.... I Love you.

Friday, April 8, 2011

On a Platonic Note....

Hmmmmmm.... Platonic.... far fetched thought in today's world, but yes possible.

A man and woman can really love each other and yet remain the best of friends. It's possible. I have a lot of friends and they love me a lot but that doesn't mean we have an otherwise relationship. We are there for each other when one or the other is down and out, totally worn out by the rigors of life.

I am their muse, I am their support, I am in their thoughts, I bring a smile to their weary lips... that doesn't mean anything but that I am dependable and they can count on me when the need arises. This relationship is platonic.

I love my friends and they love me. We are there for each other though we are thousands of miles apart, we haven't met in ages... yet we are there for each other , thanks to technology. This is being platonic.

Our world is torn apart by strife, we need to bring the level of tension down for each other. Get the bubbliness of youth and freshness of childhood in our relationships. Be there for loved ones , one and all. All because, life is like a lemon, bitter outer rind and sour within. It's up to us to add sugar and make it into a refreshing lemonade. Right? It's all in our hands, what we make of our life and our feelings and how we present it.

I am a sucker for love. Anybody who expresses it wholeheartedly is welcome in my life coz I don't believe in breaking hearts. Term it platonic, my relation to others feelings..... but that's how it is. You can't go around distributing your love, to every tom, dick and hairy harry... hahahah.....
But you can be the one person , they can depend on in times of crisis. That's what friendship is all about. I am always there for my friends and they are there for me with their oodles of love, care and concern and silly apprehensions.

If I am a Princess for one, then am a Sweetheart for another, a cutiepie for one more and a moron for the fourth one, but am there .... Always. This is purely platonic. There is just one, for whom this heart really beats but we have agreed to keep our relationship platonic and must say my heart bleeds at the mere thought of it, but a pact is a pact..Ain't it? So, platonic it is, the way of life for me, in all my relationships, no doubts about it.

So,Platonic is the watchword for the day.... Let me mull over it and think some more and then perhaps get back to putting down my weird thoughts in words that seldom make a difference to what others think ... It's my way of looking at life and all the surreal realities of it.. Bring it on..am game for another platonic relationship........... No need to feel jealous about it mate... That's the way you want it, that's the way you get it , with a spritz of lemon juice over it.

Am keeping the faith... believing that I am faithful in my relationship, although there are a lot of others interested in me.... It's your call, your take on it... Platonic or not.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Huge Difference....

On a positive note, first time in today's stressful day, let me tell you what a huge difference you have made to my life.

You have brought sunshine back into my dull and dreary life. You have irradiated it with your smile and must say I love to watch you smiling when we video chat.

It's the most beautiful moment of my life and I am enjoying every second of this AHA! moment.
A calmness has enveloped my fiery profile. You douse the fire that rages in me off and on. You are the balm that has eased the ache. You are what you are and don't go changing for anyone not even for me....Coz I love you just the way you are.... plain and simple.

You said , don't get hurt this time. I say, I am positive I am not going to get hurt this time, because it's you who is standing tall beside me ... My pillar of strength. I know, you won't let anyone hurt me, nor will you hurt me... Coz you love me unconditionally. What else can I ask for? Am happy and contented in the knowledge that you are my full and final calling... nothing and no one matters anymore.

I love you with no limitations whatsoever. Now, it's up to you to decide whether you are ready to receive this beauty with the booty and the bounty. Lol.

You have made a huge difference and I can sense it. Soak in every moment and every bit of this gift , that's what my heart says to me and I, like a puppy dog, follow my heart.

I guess, finally it's time to update my status as IN A RELATIONSHIP. I LOVE YOU.


Blast it......

Blast it ... All it takes to set you thinking negative is a bloody one liner from someone. It just sets your mood off. All you can do at that moment is huff and puff your anger away. Just when you are getting on with your already messed up life, some one has to shove his butt in. Rascal.

Am in no mood to consider any sort of reconciliation. All set to sue at least. Rascal.

Got to take these junkies head on and teach them a lesson they will never forget. Don't mess with me is the message to put across. Rascal.

What a way to whet your reprisal to someone you don't want to speak to. Rascal.

RASCAL.... Yes that's the most I have allowed myself to express openly. Else there is so much bottled up within that it would cause a volcano to erupt.

Damn... Why do I waste my time worrying about other people and their opinions? Rascals.

I do wish , someday somebody should wipe them off from the face of Earth. Blast it....


My Day....

My day begins with you,
My day ends with you,
I wait on the shores of patience upon you,
To see that smile of yours,
To hear you say.. I love you,
My day begins with you and,
My day ends with you.

There comes a time,
When you just can't live without someone,
Someone becomes your priority,
Your everything,
I guess, this is that time... for me.
You are my everything,
You are my peace,
No other can give me ,
What you have given me....
Pure uninhibited love.
My day begins with that love,
My day ends with that love.

Sure, this being is mortal,
And shall leave alone,
But, the soul remains within,
Another soul, when life begins.
You are where my heart and soul rest,
You are where my life begins and ends,
You are the reason for my smile,
You are the reason for the colours in my life.
My day begins with your smile,
My day ends with your smile.

My day, yes my day, my life.... you are the soul that inhabits it........
Love you for being there.

Am a blank page....

Suddenly am blank....
I don't know what to think,
I don't know what to write,
I don't know where to begin........
Suddenly am blank.

Come to think of it,
I am a blank page,
You can write anything on this page,
You can ..... sure you can.

It's been ages since anyone has ever written a poetry on this blank page,
Last time, it was you ,
And now again, you must do the honours.
Let the music begin,
Let the flute play,
Let there again be a litany of words,
Let there be peace of mind,
Let the merriment commence.

There is so much to write on this blank page,
So much to catch up on,
Two decades of separation,
Two decades of pain,
But, it's all ebbed away,
When you came back again...
Write again, my love ,
Your words on my heart,
Fill the book with sweet nothings,
Words that I long to hear,
The book has been left blank,
So you could write again....

Am a blank page.......

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Sometimes...

Wish life was a remote. Play the easy times. Pause the good times. Fast forward the bullshit. Rewind the memories.... I thank Meghna for these lines... It makes a whole lot of sense.

Sometimes, you learn a lot from youngsters. They teach you a lot of wisdom without actually saying anything.

Atta girl! Beautiful lines, expressing heartfelt emotions... and I guess, I know why this outburst. Listen dear, life ain't a bed of roses... roses have thorns too. Let the person be.... if your feelings are true, one day that person will surely realize his mistake and come running back to you. It's then that you have to decide whether you want that person in your life or not. That will be your test, your magnanimity shall be on the hotbed of coals.... That's when you have to take that one step that may take you to heaven or to remain where you are.

I had to write this, to tell you that the world is a sphere and what goes round comes around. All it takes is a leap of faith. Wish someone had counseled me at your age, I wouldn't have wasted my life away... But, as someone truly said... It's never too late to start all over again.

I won't advise.... my life is an open book to read... read it and you will know... I speak from experience...

If you follow your heart, the rest will follow sooner or later. ;-)

Sometimes...

Wish life was a remote. Play the easy times. Pause the good times. Fast forward the bullshit. Rewind the memories.... I thank Meghna for these lines... It makes a whole lot of sense.

Sometimes, you learn a lot from youngsters. They teach you a lot of wisdom without actually saying anything.

Atta girl! Beautiful lines, expressing heartfelt emotions... and I guess, I know why this outburst. Listen dear, life ain't a bed of roses... roses have thorns too. Let the person be.... if your feelings are true, one day that person will surely realize his mistake and come running back to you. It's then that you have to decide whether you want that person in your life or not. That will be your test, your magnanimity shall be on the hotbed of coals.... That's when you have to take that one step that may take you to heaven or to remain where you are.

I had to write this, to tell you that the world is a sphere and what goes round comes around. All it takes is a leap of faith. Wish someone had counseled me at your age, I wouldn't have wasted my life away... But, as someone truly said... It's never too late to start all over again.

I won't advise.... my life is an open book to read... read it and you will know... I speak from experience...

If you follow your heart, the rest will follow sooner or later. ;-)