All I know is...

All I know is that I have loved and lost...
Am lost myself ...
No idea where I am...
Or where am I headed...
All I know is that there's no end...
No end to this suffering...
Am suffering in silence...
No one to turn to...
No door to knock upon.

It was so beautiful...
No worries...
Nothing to bother about...
And suddenly...
My whole world fell apart...
There was no pain...
Yet an ache...
Memories bringing forth...
Unknown emotions ...
Painfully fond memories...
A story to tell someday...
It wasn't so painful...
Just the sound of breaking glass...
A shattering screech deep within...
WHY?
Just a why... A question mark...
An unanswered question...
Why?
All I know is...
That I have loved and loved only...
Yet I remain thirsty...
Yet my love remains unrequited...
An emptiness...
Beyond which is an abyss....
A deep dark never ending journey...
All alone....
Just by myself...
Walking into the sunset all alone.