What do I write?

Am absolutely clueless....
What do I write?
About whom? About what?....
There is nothing left to say or express...
Am  a blank....
A writer's block ....
So to say ... That stops me in my steps....
There is lots to pour out....
Yet words fail me....
Guess my eyes tell them all.....
My kohl rimmed eyes....
Once full of life....
Now dull and lifeless.
What do I write?
My woes and my loneliness....
A regular ranting....
Now long gone dead.....
No more expectations...
Just a sigh....
A sigh of relief.... It's over....
Or is it Really over?
Finally, just a question mark.....
A pregnant pause and a dead silence....
Followed dutifully by a nagging feeling of dread....
A feeling of decaying relations....
A feeling of love gone sour.
What do I write?
Of birds and bees no more....
Of flowery springs of yore....
Of spontaneous smiles....
Making energetic a weary traveller....
Nothing left to brag about,,,,
All the feelings long gone dead.....
No one to care about....
Coz' no one cares about you.
What do I write?
Can't think of a word .....
That would describe this state of being....
Not a can of worms to open....
No nothing... just an eerie silence....
A feeling of dread .....
A feeling long gone dead.
What do I write?.......