Confessions of an Unjust Lady : Altruistic Renditions: Dichotomy of an Affair ...

Confessions of an Unjust Lady : Altruistic Renditions: Dichotomy of an Affair ...: Split in to two ... The Heart murmurs .... What is this ? Why am I to choose silence ... When I want to shout out ... The mind says .....

Confessions of an Unjust Lady : Altruistic Renditions: Dichotomy of an Affair ...

Confessions of an Unjust Lady : Altruistic Renditions: Dichotomy of an Affair ...: Split in to two ... The Heart murmurs .... What is this ? Why am I to choose silence ... When I want to shout out ... The mind says .....

Dichotomy of an Affair ...

Split in to two ...
The Heart murmurs ....
What is this ?
Why am I to choose silence ...
When I want to shout out ...
The mind says ...
Ssshhh don't let your feelings out ...
There are bandits that shall kill them ...
They will throttle the love within ....
They have no heart ....
They use and throw emotions like playing cards.

The days have gone...
When love was cherished ...
Now, it is an affair ...
An affair with many ...
Friends stabbing you in the back ....
Love gone sour ...
The Lover finding others to fill the void...
An Affair best split in two or more ...
One here another there ...
Two friends One Lover ...
It is a Heart split in two ...
The Dichotomy of an affair.

Trusting others has led to pain...
Trust no more ...
Live life as if none exists ...
The affair a long forgotten past ...
Do not splice the feelings ...
They are eternal ...
Feelings don't die ...
People do....
Affairs don't end ...
They are split in two.

The Binary fission of an affair ...
But with a twist ...
One soul left lamenting ...
Another gallavanting.

Love is Blind ...

Love, a blatantly singular word...
Keeping within its confines ...
Manifold emotions for a human mind ...
Making us go through varied pangs ...
Of requited and unrequited love.

Love ... is Blind ...
Indeed said in a lighter context ...
Our love withstood the test of time ...
We crossed the river of intense emotions ...
Ups and downs of life's varied motions ...
Motives of hatred and passion ...
Unlimited words ...
Yet, we came around in each others arms ...
Just back again in bliss...
That is Love ...
Blind unbridled Love ...
You are the Man as always ...
I wait upon your words ...
This time round ...
I give the reins to you ...
For am blinded by your Love.

I wait upon you ..
Eager ears for your footsteps ...
Eyes beseechingly furtive ...
Glancing at the door ...
I wait to hear you say the magic words ...
Whisper in my ears ..
warm breath against the nape of my neck ..
A tingling down my spine.

Yes .. Blinded by Love ...
I wait ...
For you are the Man ...
I am your woman....
We make beautiful music together ...
We Tango to that rhythm ...
Our World entwined in emotions ...
We bide our time...
For Love is Blind.

असमंजस का माहौल

सीमाहीन अनंत आकाश ..
उसमें उड़ते पंछी ...
उन्हें क्यूँ उन्मुक्तता प्रदान की?
हम परिंदे धरती के ...
हर पल जीते मरते हैं ...
क़ैद हमारी मंजिल है ...
हम क्यूँ नहीं जीते हैं?

आशा निराशा का मंजर...
दर्शाता है असमंजसता का माहौल...
सब परेशां ...
सब नादान ...
उलझनों से घिरे ...
किसी अपने की तलाश नें...
कोई नहीं सुखी यहाँ ...
हर एक दिल ...
ग़म पाल रहा बड़ा...
हर आँख ढूँढती किनारा ...
साहिल न मंजिल ...
कुछ भी तो नहीं दीखता...
गहरी खाई न ओर न छोर ...
बस एक अँधेरी गुफा..
राह ढून्ढ कर जाना है|

असमंजस परेशां इंसान ...
चहूं और स्याह सन्नाटा है ...
कोई नहीं ठिकाना है ...
कहीं नहीं इसे जाना है ...
असमंजसता का माहौल ...
सब परेशां परेशां दिख रहे|

Just Like That #JLT

Everything was hunky dory ...
Life was going on smoothly ...
The nest was in place neat and tidy ...
JUST LIKE THAT one day ....
A sudden wind swept it all away ...
Just like that a home disappeared ...
And, ruins appeared ...
Just like that innocent eyes became ice cold ....
Just like that humanity was lost ...
And, a cold heart appeared ...
Just like that she walked away into the unknown ...
The oblivion engulfing her ...
The shadows swallowing her...
Just like that she was lost forever.

She emerged one fine day just like that ...
Out of nowhere ...
But, it wasn't her former self ....
This time round what came forth was ...
A person with a mind of her own ...
An incorrigible truant mind ...
That hated men just like that.
Thence none escaped her volatility ...
None could garner the courage to face her ...
She was the She devil ...
That crushed the men who hurt the innocent...
She was the Messiah of the weak ...
A title she got ...
JUST LIKE THAT.

Whatever she did ...
She did Just Like That.

The River of No Return ...

Splashes of water ...
Against the boat ...
Down the River ...
Life moves on ...
Stifling the sobs ...
She moves further ahead ...
Towards the mast ...
The River of no Return ....
Beckons her to her ...
She turns around ...
No one at the shore ...
None waiting for her ...
All lost to ravages of time ...
A stoic resolve in her heart ....
She moves further down the Boat...
Free of her desires ..
Free from any inhibitions ...
She moves further ..
Her hair windswept ...
A disheveled look ...
She takes the plunge ...
Swims with the current ...
Like a Mermaid of the River ...
A beautiful scene ...
River dolphins giving her company ...
She moves down the river ...
Swimming like a fish ...
Taking to the water ...
She moves towards the Ocean ...
In the Ocean ...
She disappears ...
Having found her place ...
She surrenders herself to the Mighty Sea.

She is lost to mankind ...
Having found her place ...
Via the River of no Return ...
In the vastness of the Ocean.

The beginning of something new ...

Everyday is a new dawn ...
A new beginning to look forth to ...
A new consideration.

This might be the something new ...
It wouldn't be ...
But we are all always keen ...
That it works out.

Discarding the old takes time ...
Moving on to a new platform ...
Takes time ...
Welcoming the new is a process ...
Something that leads ...
To apprehension ...
A sense of Deja'Vu ...
Of having been there ...
Done that ...
Yet moving on.

The beginning of something new ..
A new bond to be forged.