He is my Lover .... He is my Spiritual Guru ...

Universally known ...
For the World he is God...
For me ...
He is the World ...
My Lover , my Guru ...
When all else fails ...
I turn to him for advice....
He never lets me down...
He is there beside me ...
Loving me with benevolent eyes...
My Lover, My Spiritual Guru.

This World isn't enough ...
This lifetime isn't enough ...
Words aren't enough ...
To express the love ...
The passion I carry within for Him...
The Lord, Beholder of justice ...
Be my proof ...
Be my saviour...
He is my Lover, My Guru.

I cried a river...

I cried a river this evening ...
The tears welling up deep within ...
Filling the eyes and heart ...
The dam had to burst ...
It did ...
AND....
I cried a swollen rushing river ...
This evening ...
Feeling empty within ...
A shell with no lining ...
No depth within ...
Just an empty shell ...
Like a barren womb ...
Empty and echoing ...
An empty vessel resonating ....
The moanful cries ...
Of all tender heart hurt...
I  cried a river ...
Now all that remains ...
Is an emptiness...
Nothing but a broken heart.

I want to ... My Heart's Desire....

I want to want to wake up each morning in your arms, Legs entwined with yours , As one , My head rested on your chest, Waking up to your heartbeats, Heartbeats in which I hear you call me, No one called my name so sweetly , And with so much love ever. The same heart beats that sing a lullaby, And put me to sleep, Yes, I want to wake up hearing them. The last moment of my life, Should be gone in your arms, Listening to your heart, Asking me to stay longer. You asked me, How much I love you, I love you enough to, Go with your name on my lips, The last image , Just of you in my eyes. I want to wipe those lines of worry, From your face, Your tense muscles massaged, I want you to feel life again, To love and live again. I loved you, love you , And shall always love you, No matter what, For all I know of love is , It began with you, It shall end with your name, Writ large in my heart. Loving you is all I know... Loving you is my wish... I love you my Knight, My honour, My life....

My Heart's Desire ...

Just for you.

Meeting him ... Getting the old sparkle back

Seems like it was ...
Meeting him after ages ...
Just a few days here and there ..
But the emotions that welled up ..
They showed ...
Full and upfront ...
The rage ...
The tears ...
All worth a dekko of your loved one.

That meeting with hi ...
Short and sweet ,,,
He made my anger vanish ...
How does he do it?

Ah! The Salesman he is ...
He knows his way around...
The tricky grey matter of mine...
He manipulate me...
He knows how to make me smile ...
How to get the Sparkle back ...
My childhood sweetheart ...
The love of my life ...
A love that transcends all else ...
 A love so pure.

He has brought the sparkle back ...
Am shining in its glow ...
Loving him with all my heart ...
All cares to wind that blows.

The seed of His Love ...

In all Her propensity ...
She carries His Love within her ...
In her heart ...
In her womb ...
The seed of His Love ...
Growing within ...
She waits upon his return.

The winds of change have come and gone ...
Bygone days of what had been ...
Everywhere that eyes see ...
Greenery and joy ...
The harbinger of her joy ...
Her happiness, his smile ...
She waits upon him ...
With the seed of His Love.

He speaks volumes ...

He speaks volumes in his silence ...
A stoic stance he has taken.

He used to speak volumes ...
When excited about life ..
The songs he sang for her....
The music he played for her ears.

His eyes spake volumes ...
When they looked at her endearingly ...
Memories of ..
Those moments don't fade away ..
They return to haunt you.

His love transcended through ...
Three decades to reach her ...
How could she refuse ...
A soulful melody ...
Their love is beyond words ...
His love and passion for her ..
Writ large on his persona ...
Defies societal norms...
She gazes in those doe eyes ...
And, sees her final resting place.

Their love ...
His Love ..
Her Love ....
Speaks volumes about what true love is all about.

Sacrifice!!!

She meets him in her dreams ... The Gentle Giant

The abominable Giant ...
The gentle Giant ...
The feared one ...
Only She could tackle him ...
She met him never ...
Yet  his Hearts strings ...
Were in her hands ...
She loved him none the less...
He loved her in return ...
They met when the World slept ...
They had heir share of fun ...
Talking for hours together ...
In their innocent love ...
Lay the key to their happiness.


What happened ...
They know not ...
But , One fine day ...
They lay separated ...
Languishing in the jail ...
Of their own meandering thoughts.

They suffered a fate unknown ...
Agony and pain ...
Replaced ecstasy...
They were lost ...
Yet in dreams ...
She makes it a point ...
To meet him each night ...
She hardly sleeps ...
But makes it a point to shut her eyes ...

Just to visit him.

No big deal ...

Loving him was no big deal...
It was slated to be...
They were destined to meet once again ...
Just to know what was amiss.

Once they met ...
The floodgates of emotions opened ...
Welled up in walls  ...
They found an outlet to flow....
She was lost in the flow...
He was lost too ...
Immersed in their love ...
Oblivious of all ...
When one fine day ...
A lightning bolt struck them ...
They  were separated once again.

Whether they meet or not .
ONLY DESTINY KNOWS...
For they loved truly ...
And more...
For loving each other ...
Was no big deal ...
They were born to love each other anyways.