Thursday, April 7, 2011

My Day....

My day begins with you,
My day ends with you,
I wait on the shores of patience upon you,
To see that smile of yours,
To hear you say.. I love you,
My day begins with you and,
My day ends with you.

There comes a time,
When you just can't live without someone,
Someone becomes your priority,
Your everything,
I guess, this is that time... for me.
You are my everything,
You are my peace,
No other can give me ,
What you have given me....
Pure uninhibited love.
My day begins with that love,
My day ends with that love.

Sure, this being is mortal,
And shall leave alone,
But, the soul remains within,
Another soul, when life begins.
You are where my heart and soul rest,
You are where my life begins and ends,
You are the reason for my smile,
You are the reason for the colours in my life.
My day begins with your smile,
My day ends with your smile.

My day, yes my day, my life.... you are the soul that inhabits it........
Love you for being there.

Am a blank page....

Suddenly am blank....
I don't know what to think,
I don't know what to write,
I don't know where to begin........
Suddenly am blank.

Come to think of it,
I am a blank page,
You can write anything on this page,
You can ..... sure you can.

It's been ages since anyone has ever written a poetry on this blank page,
Last time, it was you ,
And now again, you must do the honours.
Let the music begin,
Let the flute play,
Let there again be a litany of words,
Let there be peace of mind,
Let the merriment commence.

There is so much to write on this blank page,
So much to catch up on,
Two decades of separation,
Two decades of pain,
But, it's all ebbed away,
When you came back again...
Write again, my love ,
Your words on my heart,
Fill the book with sweet nothings,
Words that I long to hear,
The book has been left blank,
So you could write again....

Am a blank page.......

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Sometimes...

Wish life was a remote. Play the easy times. Pause the good times. Fast forward the bullshit. Rewind the memories.... I thank Meghna for these lines... It makes a whole lot of sense.

Sometimes, you learn a lot from youngsters. They teach you a lot of wisdom without actually saying anything.

Atta girl! Beautiful lines, expressing heartfelt emotions... and I guess, I know why this outburst. Listen dear, life ain't a bed of roses... roses have thorns too. Let the person be.... if your feelings are true, one day that person will surely realize his mistake and come running back to you. It's then that you have to decide whether you want that person in your life or not. That will be your test, your magnanimity shall be on the hotbed of coals.... That's when you have to take that one step that may take you to heaven or to remain where you are.

I had to write this, to tell you that the world is a sphere and what goes round comes around. All it takes is a leap of faith. Wish someone had counseled me at your age, I wouldn't have wasted my life away... But, as someone truly said... It's never too late to start all over again.

I won't advise.... my life is an open book to read... read it and you will know... I speak from experience...

If you follow your heart, the rest will follow sooner or later. ;-)

I Love you just the way you are...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ounJsqomcv8

Beautiful song..... Sums up everything.

I Love You too...

I love you too ...
I could live in this state of pure bliss forever,
Coz I love you....

You said I was special...
It made no sense......
You said , I had a special place in your heart,
It made no sense...
You said, I love you...
It all made sense.

Suddenly, I was flying...
Pure feel of heaven...
Nothing mattered...
No pain, no aches...
All was forgotten,
What mattered was you and me.....
On a different plane...
Journeying together... forever perhaps.
But, who cares?
It's this moment,
And this moment is a blessing...
A moment of truth...
Let all else lie,
This is my true calling...
To be in the arms of the one,
Whom I sought all along.

We lost out on our youth,
We lost many years struggling,
We lost everything,
Yet we gained each other...
We realized the true meaning of love,
We realized we were made for each other,
If not here, up there somewhere,
But, we had to meet somehow,
Know no despair,
Coz, there is someone up there,
Who felt our pain,
There is a force out there,
Who wrote our fate...
Today, we met in the virtual world,
Tomorrow, we may meet again...
This is the moment,
Savor it, Love it...
For what tomorrow brings,
I know not...
It's this moment,
That means everything...
Live it, love it...
Coz, I love you too.

You are my beautiful mistake...

First time, when you walked away....
I was hurting and thought it was a big mistake....
Then, I realized it was a learning experience.

This time , when you are back in my life,
I know it is the biggest mistake,
But you know what, It is a mistake the second time,
To fall in love with the same man twice,
But you are my beautiful mistake...
One, that I want to commit over and over again.

A mistake, one has to feel to know..
A mistake one has to experience to feel...
That it's not a mistake....
It's a beautiful mistake...
And you are the mistake I want to commit always...

I missed you...
I had my moments of despair...
Yet, I never lost hope...
Coz you are a beautiful mistake
And, I want to commit this mistake over and over again.

When you left,
I promised myself,
never again, shall I make this mistake ,
Yet, I made this mistake again...
Coz, you are my beautiful mistake...
And I want to commit this mistake again and again.

Many came and went,
Many got left behind,
I felt no remorse for them,
Coz, they weren't mistakes...
They were men strong and successful,
Men committed to me,
Yet I found no solace in their company...
Coz, you are my beautiful mistake
And I wanted to commit this mistake once again.

Happy are those,
That dream dreams...
I am one of the few, who dare...
For I have no reason to despair,
These are my dreams
And I am for my dreams...
A vehicle of transformation...
A chance to make a mistake again...
A reason to despair again...
A thought that...
You are my beautiful mistake..
And, I am ready to commit this mistake again and again.


Shut them out...

There has to be a way to shut them out,

'Them', the people who nag you,
People, who drag you,
People who tug at your sleeves and say,
Notice me, don't leave me... Yet , they don't do anything to want you to stay.

What a tomfoolery is this act of theirs,
That troubles you when you are at peace?
What an act of display of false emotions,
When there is none to exhibit in real life?

These people are the slugs of life,
That slow you down with their whining.
These people are the rotten rats,
that eat away at your peace.
They nibble on what remains of your esteem,
They fumble and stumble,
And bring you down with them.

There is no commitment in their actions,
There's no sense,
Yet they seem to have,
A complete control over your life.
What utter nonsense?
What a senseless sense of being,
Making you feel unworthy of yourself,
With no self esteem.

Shut them out,
These buggers of Earth,
Shut them out,
These beastly creatures of yearn,
Shut them out,
For they bring no peace,
Shut them out,
For they have no spine,
Shut them out,
Shut them out.

Close the doors of your inner self to them,
Let them not peep within,
For they know,
Where to escape from,
And where to reach your within.

Shut them out, for they know not how to keep you smiling within.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

This time round....

Leaving all care to wind,I plunge myself once again into the open arms of love...
Rendering my senses senseless , I delve deeper into the poetry of love,
Pondering left for procuring earthly pleasures, I rejoice in finding the lost one again.

This time round, I have no clue how long it will last,
Last it will, a lifetime,
As, this time round it begins on a sound base of friendship...
A friendship that will be the very epitome of eternal love,
Something everyone craves for but fail to achieve.

We have moved from being mere humans in love,
To soul mates dancing to the revelry of life...
A sense of being within each others heart and soul...
A feeling least understood by the world in general.

This time round, there are no expectations...
This time round , there are no explanations...
This time round, there are no questions...
This time round, there are only answers...
For we have evolved as enlightened beings from being mere human.

This time round, there are no promises to keep...
This time round, there are no hearts to break...
This time round, two battered and worn hearts have met...
This time round, they are here to stay...
For they shall not break the unsaid promise they made to themselves...
Come hitherto world, with all your pain and aches...
We shall not be withered again... for we emerge stronger from the pain.

This time round, we walk hand in hand,
For we understand...
This time round, this is our last chance at happiness
It is the right time to harness,
All the power within to seek that blessedness,
That circled us and skirted us and missed us by a hair length...
This time round, there is no looking back,
For we walk side by side as buddies ...
Watching each others back and making space for all things big and small.

This time round, it begins with friendship and a lasting one it shall be.