Psychotic ....

Psycho .... yes, apt word to describe the woman who stalks me ...
Yikes! Is  she a lesbian?
Omigosh .... late in nights ....
She visits my blogspot...
Instead of being in the arms of her so called Hubby ....
She is a pain in the .... You know what....
Maybe he does her ANAL ...
So, she is just in pain so is online at night.

By the way ....
She is a psycho ...
The scars on her wrist are proof of her psychotic behaviour ....
She showed them to me once....
Saying she had slit her wrist for him...
Eeks .... which normal person does that?
She needs some psychiatric counselling and medicines to put her to sleep ...
Rather than stalk other people far away.
Look nearer darling ....
Right under your nose ...
In the name of work and meetings ...
What is cooking?

You and your kind ...
Are way out of my timeline....
Stay grounded in your beliefs ...
Believe in yourself ....
Rest all is a mirage ....
So am I.

Get some psychiatric help before you break down ....
Save yourself.
No one is after you or your toy ...
Just relax and enjoy the gift Lord Shiva has given you.
Nothing else matters.
If this is an assurance you need to be happy ...
So be it.
But, sleep woman ....
You need it.

Jini ... Jini ... Johnny...

Ooh... Am busy in a meeting ...
Talk to you later ....
Inquiry has come ....
In a conference ...
Hmmmm... with whom?
Guess?
Jini..  Jini.. Johnny ka dil ab bhi tumpe Jini..
Love ya ... Muaaah!

7 Days in Jail ....

7 Days in jail wasn't enough I guess....
Ten years is the best without bail ...
To really make you realize your mistake .....
Wait and watch ...
The doorbell rings ...
And, the cuffs are coming again ....
This time no bail out...
And 12 am to 2 am ain't no time for a ...
So called happily married woman to ...
Write shit.
She must be in pain .... to be awake at that time.

Phir Hera Pheri.....

Stop the nonsense ...
If you don't stop ...
Don't blame anyone for the consequences....
You shall face ...
Phir HERA pheri mat kar ...
You will burn ...
Your entire world will burn in hell ...
And, you will be responsible for it ...
ENTIRELY YOU.
So, stop peeping ....
Peek a Boo ain't my style ....
Only people who are insecure do that....
Your world is entirely different from mine ...
Don't ever try stepping into mine...
You shall BURN.
What you have ..
Be content and happy with IT....
IT ain't mine to ask for ...
IT ceased to exist when your existence was known ...
So ... Steer clear of my path ....
Else, I shall burn everything you have with just one whisper...
Then, you will have nothing but ashes to play with.
STAY AWAY ... LEST THE BEAST WITHIN ME DEVOUR YOUR WORLD.

Relax ... Don't Stress yourself ...

Woman....
Relax ...
Don't stress yourself ....
I don't play with broken and used toys....
That TOY you are so stressed about ....
Is YOURS and not MINE to keep or think about....
So, just relax and enjoy some good time making your family.

My Love Story ...

My Love Story ....
Played and replayed over and over again ...
All the time ...
Only the characters change all the time ...
The protagonist remains the same ....
ME..... The central character ...
Around whom the story revolves...
From whom it starts and ends ....
The rest of the characters keep coming and going ....
Some pop up in all the love stories ...
Some just fade away.... into the oblivion ...
Some return as the ghosts of the past ....
But, return they all do.
It isn't a one in many case....
It happens in everyone's life ....
Some say it all ... like me ...
Some aren't as candid as I am.....
Social taboos and what not ...
Inhibitions ...
Everyone goes through the same sort of life ...
Only some stories become legends...
Some just disappear without a sigh.
We are all not made the same way....
So, we exhibit our emotions in different manners...
Some are rough and furious....
Some docile and numb.
My Love Story ...
Told and retold ...
In different formats ...
In different posts ....
My way of living life ...
All so different yet so similar to all.
Lessons for some to learn .....
Learning lessons from some time to time....
It's all about how you grasp it ...
How the wordsmith weaves the stories....
How one man's loss has been ...
Another's victory ...
The journey of a woman ....
Through thick and thin ....
Through tumultuous rivers....
And, rough terrains....
But, a journey to remember ....
And, to learn from.
We all have stories to tell ....
We all have legends to read about ...
This is one ... in times to come ....
People will speak .....
They do discuss....
Some scorn my openness...
Others pity my situations...
But, that's all momentary ...
What remains  is ...
My Love Story ....
Each time .... A different one....
Each time ..... A unique way to celebrate my learning ...
Each time .... A new person to talk about.
My Love Story ...

In a world where ....

I am deeply ensconed in a world where no harm comes to me....
I am safe in my world ...
Away from prying eyes ....
Away from evil eyes ...
I am happy ...
If that is how happiness is defined.

In a world where there is no feelings left ...
In a world full of inhumanness...
In a world rife with strife ...
I am safe behind the frigid exterior I portray.

If the state of no action in life is happiness...
I am the happiest person alive ...
No action ....Just living ....
Mechanically doing all my jobs ...
Commitments being fulfilled .....
All for what ....
NOTHING.
Nothing at all.
At the end of it all....
We are alone ...
Everyone is.....
No one shall remember you .....
Only certain occasions ....
But you won't be missed at all.

In a world ...
Where men sell themselves and their loved ones ...
You can't expect anything ...
Have no expectations ...
Just keep moving ...
There is a lot to be discovered ...
Lots to be done....
But, not for others....
For yourself ...
When was the last time you did something to make....
Your own world a better place to live in?

Life worth living for ...

Every life is worth living ...
Whether in palatial bungalows ....
Or matchbox flats ....
Make life worth living for.

The wheels of time ...
They go up and down ...
Just like the rhyme ....
Wheels of the bus go up and down ...
Same way the events in life happen...
An upheaval here and there ...
Some downfalls here and there ...
But, life goes on ...
And, it should be worth its weight in gold....
So, to the shards of a broken heart ....
Say gleefully....
Make your life worth living for ...
Go on... lead a happy and eventful life.

Make your life worth living for ...
Make yourself proud.