How do I live without you?

If you ever go ....
How do I ever live without you?
Every breath of mine ...
Exhales your name ...
You are there in my prayers ...
Day in and day out ....
How can I ever forget you?

How do I live without you?
You are my life...
You are who I am ...
You are my soul ....
You are the fire within me.

How do I live without you?
Together, we were a team ...
A formidable team ...
Strong and soft ...
Like Shiva and Parvati ...
Now, why do you make me dance the Tandav...
Changing it from Lasya.

Love was what brought us together...
Love is what keeps us together....
Yet, We are apart...
Miles apart ...
How do I live without you?

You were within me ....
You are within me...
I remember, what you gave me twice ...
A reason to live forever...
Yet, you took them away...
WHY?
How do I live without my reason to live?
Why did you kill what we had ?
Why kill the culmination of our love?
It was beautiful, the feeling of motherhood again....
Why did you snatch it away from me?

How do I live without you?
How do I live without my little angels?

Tell me HOW?

Hypnotist ...

You are the ONE ...
You are the Hypnotist ...
One ... who hooked me in his trap ....
Your eyes ... just entrapped me ...
In their enticing bond...
Am your prisoner ....
Stuck in a time warp.

O! Hypnotist ....
My Lover Boy ....
I remember your warm kisses ....
Kisses that blew me away ....
Kisses that keep me bound to you.

O! Hypnotist ...
My man of valor...
You take my breath away ...
Each time I see you ...
I can't keep my emotions intact ...
When you look at me.

My lover ...my Lord...
I pine for your touch ...
I wait upon you ...
Albeit impatiently ....
You are my whole and soul ...
You are the ultimate one ...
Till death do us apart.

Many sad returns of the day ...

My blood boils ....

My blood boils ....
At the thought of you...
In someone else's arms....
My blood bubbles over ....
When I see you with her.

Not right!

What you did wasn't right...
Nope, you shouldn't have ....
Now suffer.

All about giving up ...

You must have given up on me ...
I never gave up on you ...
You abandoned me ...
I never left you.


If it's all about .... Giving up ....
What did you give up for me?
Nothing.
I gave up everything for you.
I left everyone for you.
I did as you asked me to.
Today, am alone and you....
You are in someone else's bosom.

I never gave up on you.
You did.
You were afraid...
In your words...
You did what you did ...
As you are afraid of her...
And her manipulative ways...
You who manipulates others...
Afraid of a con woman.

Is it that you both are conning the rest....
You both are cheating the innocent?

It's all about giving up.

We thought ...

We thought he was family ....
We treated him like one ...
We loved him, adored him ...
We gave him everything ....
He just stabbed us all ...
He just used us all...
He left, never to return....
Even animals don't do that.
To term him a Dog,
Would be an insult to the canine...
For dogs are faithful...
He was just lustful...
And a stigma to the society...
By and large.

Whoosh ......

Whoosh ....
All the air was sucked out from within me ...
In one statement ....
He made me a sick woman....
A very sick woman.

"You are a mistake"...
He said ....
I looked at him....
Dumbfounded....
Not a word escaped my now dry lips ...
I could hear my heart .... Thumping ...
The same sound...
I heard ... an year ago ....
When he had proposed to me ....
And, now ....
When he just disposed me .....
Used ....
Used , like a sanitary pad ...
Used and thrown into a bin.

All the air was sucked out...
I couldn't breathe ....
I gasped for air ....
I struggled hard ....
I just lay literally dead there.

A mistake....
Just a plain mistake .

I didn't want to lose you ....

I didn't want to lose you ....
He said.....
I was happy ... for a moment ...
And, then .....
The whole world came shattering down....
For the sake of BUSINESS..... He said...
I couldn't breathe ....
I lost sense of time and space ...
A void ... A black hole  opened up ...
And swallowed me.....
 I was lost forever.

I didn't want to lose you for the sake of BUSINESS....
He said....
And, many decades were added to my face.

The colour drained from my face ...
My blood dried up ...
I heard a shrill shriek deep within ....
A woman died somewhere...
I could hear the wails of mourning ....
Somewhere a dog howled ...
Logs of wood were collected ...
Somewhere a body was burnt.

The soul roams the streets of Mumbai ...
The soul cries in vain ...
The soul screams out loud ...
People say ...
They can hear her ...
Muffled cry somewhere.

I didn't want to lose you ...
But, YOU lost me forever.