It is difficult but possible...

It is difficult to fathom the severity of the problem here but it is also possible to find an answer. Suddenly there are too many lemons being thrown and too little to work upon. It is exasperating not knowing who the enemy is. Shooting in the dark to wipe out the invisible sniper is causing a lot of frustration. What is wrong, what is right is a big question. All that is known is that it has affected our lives and we need to put it all together again... How?

Pick every shard and piece it all together. Glue the happiness again.

To get it all back again is a humongous task... a long and painful journey... but this journey needs to be undertaken in order to get a genuine smile on our faces again. Long drawn out faces, unspoken words and silent glances is all we are left with. Each one wrapped in their thoughts. Each one preoccupied. Questions but no answers.

 Just questions????

It's a pity...

It's a pity....
Full of apathy...
I forlornly look beyond you...
No time, no space....
No sense of direction...
You are so gullible ....
To your vices.
Vices that claw into your flesh...
Gnawing at your thoughts...
Vices that bring you down...
Every time you rear your head to flee.
Escape you cannot....
From something you created...
A monster...
a dream or a nightmare....
I know not...
But something heinous within.
It's a pity...
Pithily pity.....
You are your own slave...
Slave of your own doing....
Bound by chains you built....
Around your naked soul.

It 's been....

It's been long coming....
The rage and passion....
Of unquenchable thirst and dreams....
How long ?
How long before I realize....
How long before I truly destroy myself...
Annihilate my mortal self....
Before I can realize my dreams.
I dream with open eyes...
Searching for the right one to take along....
It's a journey from beginning to end...
A path to create of my own.
Somewhere deep down....
In the core of my heart I know...
It's been long coming...
But, come it will.
It's ready to burst out ....
All set to break new paths....
Boundaries awashed with poems...
Of love passion and dreams fulfilled.
Have already taken the plunge...
Struggling to keep afloat...
But that's not the end...
It's the beginning...
I need to swim along with the current....
Strong shoulders and stamina needed...
The shore in sight...
But that's not the end of the journey...
I shall explore the yonders beyond the sandy shore....
The murky forest and hills beyond....
It's been long coming...
And, come it will.
The rest of the World thinks I am crazy...
To have given up everything for my dreams....
But, I gave up the my dreams for the World...
What did I achieve?
So, It's time to live for my dreams...
Time to come of my own.
It's been long ....
The journey winding and tiring...
But what the heck....
Am a tough nut to crack...
And, crack I won't.
It's been long...
It's been hectic...
It's been coming...
Come home to Momma baby...
Come home to your dreams.