Monday, October 1, 2012

Cloud Burst ....

There has been a sudden cloud burst in the sky ....
Thunder and lightning ....
Reminding one of bygone days ....
When we would just sit out and enjoy the same ...
The electricity would go off...
And, we would tune in our throats to sing ....
With candles lit  and ....
Mom screaming  "Shut Up Guys".....
Those were the days ....
Gay abandon ....
Yet fun .....
Learning experiences ....
Family times ....
Now.....
Everyone busy in their own World ....
Everyone busy in their thoughts....
Cloud burst ....
A cloud has burst ...
Dreams busted ...
Nothing left but memories.

Woh jo bhi tha ...

Woh jo bhi tha ....
Mera apna tha ....
Mere dil ke kareeb tha ...
Mere dil-o-jaan ka raqeeb tha .....
Woh jo bhi tha ...
Mera tha.

Meri har ek saans ka ehsaas tha usey...
Usney meri duniya banayi ...
Aur ujaad bhi di ...
Mere bageechey ka maali ...
Mere bageechey ko ujaad gaya.
Woh jo bhi tha....
Mera raqeeb tha.

Mere seeney mein aaj bhi ....
Usska naam likha hai ...
Woh naam jo kabhi mit nahi sakta ....
Jo usska tha ...
Aaj bhi usska hi hai...
Kisi aur hatheli mein nahi.

Woh jo bhi tha ...
Mera apnaa tha...
Wo jo bhi hai....
Mujhe khabar hai ..
Aaj bhi woh mere kareeb hai ...
Aakhir mera raqeeb jo hai.

Listening to .... songs you played for me ....

Listening to music he played only for me ...
Depending on my mood....
He knew what would suit my emotions ....
At what time ...
He knew me so well.

Why do I still wake up at night....
To hear that knock at the door?
No, It's not right ...

Khuda ke liye......
Untangle me from these chains .....

Tukde mere zakhmon ke .....
Ishq mera ... Dard mera ....
Aa ke ek baar ....
Bataa jaa ... ki Tu hai ...
Kahin door nahin ...
Mein akeli nahin ....
Iss Muheem mein ....
Tanhaiyee mein bhi tu mere saath hai ...
Jo hua ... hona tha ....
Teri ek bhool ki sazaa ...
Jo sabney kaati ...
Ek tu akela natha ...
Humne bhi tera dard sahaa...
Par dikhaaya nahi ...
Par saari duniya ne woh dard ....
Meri aankhon mein dekha.

Teri chaah mein umraa guzar doon ...
Yeh sahi nahi ...
Teri chaah mein zindagi lutaa doon ...
Yeh sahi nahi....
Par tujhe chaahna bhi sahi nahi ...
Ab sahi nahi....
Tu kisi aur ka hai ...
Teri chaah ek gunaah hai ....
Buss....
Aur kuch nahi....
Khudaa ke liye ....
Mujhe bhoolne de unn yaadon ko ....
Mujhe jaaney de kahin aur ....
Dooor..... bahut dooor.

Jagriti - De Di Hamen Azadi..Sabarmati Ke Sant ..... A tribute to my Maa .... Pammi Nanda

SUN LE BAPU YE PAIGAAM.MPG

Muhammad Rafi - Jai Jawan Jai Kisan - Shankar Khan

Muhammad Rafi - Jai Jawan Jai Kisan - Shankar Khan

I like him ....

I like him....
But a far away cold country ....
It's too far to go away ....
Go away.... following a heart on the rebound ....
Am in a dilemma .....
My kind of man ....
Hard nut to crack ...
 But a coconut ....
Soft from within ....
Let's see what I decide...
It's all in my hands ....
My decision ...
I like him ... but....
I am unable to convey ....
To commit is a big decision ....
How can I ?
Just like that ....
No way.

I can't throw away my freedom ...
For anyone anymore....
I like him ....
But, I still need to get over the old story's horror.