I like him ....

I like him....
But a far away cold country ....
It's too far to go away ....
Go away.... following a heart on the rebound ....
Am in a dilemma .....
My kind of man ....
Hard nut to crack ...
 But a coconut ....
Soft from within ....
Let's see what I decide...
It's all in my hands ....
My decision ...
I like him ... but....
I am unable to convey ....
To commit is a big decision ....
How can I ?
Just like that ....
No way.

I can't throw away my freedom ...
For anyone anymore....
I like him ....
But, I still need to get over the old story's horror.

Some moments ....

Some moments are hard to erase....
Especially when the bond hasn't broken yet ....
Bonds need to break ....
Bridges need to collapse ...
So that the World goes on for everyone ...
So that I can go away ....
Far away ....
Where even memories can't torment me.

The clipped wings ...
Need to be repaired ...
So, the bird can fly again ...
Soar high ....
Watch the one from above ....
Hover for a moment ...
And then take the long flight .... To faraway land.

Dreams are false hopes...
Destroy them ....
Take their license ....
Make them redundant ....
So that dreams don't hamper my path.

They say, when you are in someone else's dreams...
You remain awake in the night...
Is it true?

Ahem...

A new  way to start the story again is not to rewrite anything ....
It was just a post ...
A musing ...
I have lived my life to the fullest ...
No regrets.

watch..

Daddu... watch the videos ...
Itz the kids when they were younger 

.Some blogs ....

Some blogs are only meant for you and some for some MF slugs and sluts who have ruined my life ..... Ignore those.... facebook has it all

Lights, Camera ... Action ... Pack up...

Strobe lights....
Bright lights...
Flash lights ...
My gawd.... when will all this end ...
Yeah, the diary of a celebrity ...
I know ...
It becomes difficult to move around ...
One word and it is news ....
Makes headlines ...
One step outside ...
And. heads turns....
Oh! It's a great responsibility to be a headturner ...
A celebrity ....
You still don't know me ...
I wear a mask and move ....
The mask removed will put you to shame....
You gave up on the best...
Lights, camera, action ......
And, Now....
Pack up.....Mask has to be put on ...
So the World doesn't recognize me.

A new start ...

A new beginning ...
New friends ...
New relations ....
New status ...
New found everything ....
The past a bleak past now ...
Just a scar ....
That will get wiped out with time....
Crazy ... it may seem so ....
Cupid played his part ....
Now only time will tell ...
Whether the hot headed male ...
Will ever head this way.

Like his style ...
No nonsense ...
Just himself ...
Np pretenses ..
It's not yet begun ...
Yet I feel bonded.

A new start .. a new beginning ...
With gusto and sly remarks ...
Hints ..
If understood ....
Should lead the way to my heart.

Damn ....

There's no stopping the tug at the heart ...
That one feeling ....
I WANT ....
Yeah, I want ...
And, get I shall ...
When the time is right.....
They say there is this pot of gold ...
At the end of the Rainbow ...
My Rainbow has just begun ...
The sun is up ....
The drops of rain a distant past.
No one can really impress me ...
But, am so totally into him ....
Damn ..... this feeling of falling in love again ....
Hope this time I am right ...
Matters of the heart ...
Hard to understand ...
Don't want no more troubles ....
Just one true soul.
Damn .... My  heart.